Today's main point: change continues. Working as a nanny I experienced a lot of change. The kids got older, they had more school and independence and needed me less. When I left for seminary and came back to visit our relationship changed.
Today, the realization hit me that I will be graduating soon (ish). These fun weeks where I get to pretend that I am a kid, throw off all my cares, and do whatever I want will not last much longer. I wasn't aware of how much I still hold onto my independence and ability to do this until I realized the brevity of my time with Sarah and Matthew and how infrequently I will see them again.
Change is funny. It always seems to take me by surprise and never hits quite as I expect. One of my recent prayers has been "Thank you God that you are good, regardless." I need that constant reminder that regardless of my circumstances, God is good. That's the constant in my life, the constant I can hold onto - God in the fullness of his character, and the mightiness of his love. Whether hit by sorrow, grief, or joy God's character will sustain me, grow me and strengthen me through all the changes of my life.
Rachel read several posts. I see wisdom being distilled as you process and reflect on Gods presence in your walk. Blessings
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