Friday, December 10, 2010

Silence

I've done it again. I got to the point where it's been so long since I've written a post that it's a bit awkward. Thankfully, this time I have the excuse of school work, much of which included writing giving my brain little space to write other things.
I'm finishing up my semester and looking forward to the winter break - being able to relax and see my friends. In finishing this up, I'm looking at what classes to take next semester and am still in flux; which, quite frankly, makes me feel awkward to write about. I always feel a little intimidated in saying "I'm not sure" or "I'm still praying about it." I feel like there should be a sure, godly answer that comes in quick answer to prayer. But that is not the case for me in deciding these classes. Part of the decision process involves considering what degree I may want to pursue - there are some courses that if I pursue a certain degree would be required, but if I decide not to simply would not matter.
So there you have it; I'm still undecided. Still uncertain. Still waiting on God. Putting it like that makes it sound a bit more reassuring, but admitting uncertainty is still a scary prospect.

1 comment:

  1. You are such a J, dearie! There's nothing wrong with preferring decisiveness, but Ps always like to keep our options open 'till the last minute and it has nothing to do with godliness. I know it feels funny, but for some of us it's normal!

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