Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Trust in the Lord

Yesterday, last night, and this morning I have pondered a question: should I try and test out of one of my classes? I got conflicting information on it in terms of whether I could get credit for it or not and was really debating whether or not it would be worth the stress and effort to make a change now.
This morning I decided to try to test out of it. This afternoon I had a very long talk with my advisor and found out that if I pass it I will get the seminary credit for it (wahoo!), and decided to drop the class regardless of whether or not I am able to pass the proficiency exam and pick up another needed course.
I felt like I was (and still a little am) running in circles. The verse I chose to meditate on throughout the time is Proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge him and he will direct your path." It's so hard for me, through the craziness of this all, to remember that God is directing all the paths of my life. He knew I'd face this stress, these choices and decisions, and He holds me in His hands directing my every step.
I don't know what tomorrow will hold, much less next week, but I can rest assured that He knows it all, and that as I trust Him and seek to rely on Him, He will direct my path.

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